.Saturday, 4 April 2009 ' 10:36 pm Y
& you're so going to miss me.
MUNDANE LIFE.
Life's been quite a freedom, without having things to think and worry about. :)Except for one. :(
And yes, like what he'd mention in the message, he will not disturb me again and indeed he did not. Not even a message from him again. No doubt, I missed seeing his name popped up whenever there's a message from him. But, obviously, NONE. I still miss him of course.
Though there's no happiness, or rather should I say there's okay, teeny weeny, I did not regretted my choice. Just that there's some stupid random circumstances which totally changes everything. Or maybe it's relief to me, since there's only little happiness in my life. Or i should not consider it as a get-back-together-again? Supposed there's a third time, willing to risk it again? NO, it's definitely a N-O, no. I had enough of little happiness in my life.
But, I need to enjoy my single life first, cause I'm enjoying it, every minute of it!! I will not let anyone confiscate my freedom so soon!! Being single is seriously a load off both shoulders and big stone out of the heart and everywhere of the body. You don't have to think and worry about the other person's life. It's totally needless to report what you are doing or what/where you have done/gone for the day to the other person other than Mummy. You don't have to think of how to reconcile after a quarrel. Too much of pros than cons. Cons will be the.. .. are there cons anyway? Haha. All in all, it's awesomely relaxing!!!
=D
