.Friday, 7 November 2008 ' 10:31 pm Y
& you're so going to miss me.
Thanks for all the criticisms. Thanks for calling me a bitch/slut/whore. Thanks for saying that I am cheap. You let me know how supporting my friends are, how much they love me and how important they are to me. :)
Honestly, your words actually inflicted a great impact on me. But after thinking it through, that's what you think about me. It's none of my business. It's your brain, I can't change your mindset. It's your mouth, I can't stop you from saying what you want to say. Why should I even care what you say about me? Say what you want about me. You don't know what I've been going through, you are not me. So, just go ahead and blabber any nonsense you want. I am not going to care about what you say. I've got a clear conscience. I know what I am doing. :)
I am with him because the feeling is right and he treats me well. Why not? He is good to me, it's my fortune to have him loving me. I have never regretted my choice of being together with him. Going to his house can be simply cuddling together watching movies, having a yummy meal cooked by him and enjoying the company of each other. Does it mean that going to bf's house means will have sex and other intimacy acts? I will face the consequences myself, there's no need for you to worry about what I will or have to get. :)
Like what I said, you are not me and you don't know what I've gone through. Having boyfriendS within months. What's the point of staying in a relationship when both people are not happy together? Breaking up is a better choice isn't it? Who doesn't feel sad when out of love? There is no need to show the sadness on the face right? It's my emotions, my heart and my mind. I have the choice of not showing my sadness. And actually, there is no rule saying that people can't have multiple bfs/gfs within months. You are living in a world too simple that you think that people use a long time to get over relationships and will only get a bf/gf after like a million years? I believe there is no need for me to tell you that there are actually quite a number of people who are like that. WOW.I have so many bitches/sluts/whores and bastards/jerks/scoundrels accompanying me. Should I have honoured? HAHA!! I think I am given the ability to get over broken relationships quickly, so that I will not have to suffer so much. :)
So glad to have such nice and TRUE friends around me. They are people who cares for me truly. If they have things they don't like about me, they will say it in front of me. Those words they say are straight, but not hurting. Whenever I need them, they will always be there for me, lending their ears to me. They will just quietly listen to my grievances and give me advices. They are just like Doraemon, always lending a helping hand (shen chu yuan shou). Haha. So lame. Having friends like Jiahui, Colene, Hailing and girls is a blessing. They are always there encouraging me when I feel lost, cheering me up when I am down and doing what friends do. :)
With my family, nice friends and caring bf, I don't see a need for me to fret over what people say about me. Say what you want to say. I don't care. Lalalalala~ :)
She's happy. :)
