I ♥ me.

.Monday, 29 September 2008 ' 8:23 pm Y

& you're so going to miss me.

One word : DISAPPOINTED!!

Not going to mention about what happen. Utterly disappointed. :((

Lots of thanks to ling for introducing me such a nice song. It's a song damn sweet. Loving it. <3

小酒窝 by jj lin and ah sa (ex twins member)

The sweet sweet lyrics

我还在寻找一个依靠和一个拥抱

谁替我祈祷替我烦恼为我生气为我闹

幸福开始有预兆缘分让我们慢慢紧靠

然后孤单被吞没了

我俩变得有话聊有变化了

小酒窝常见到是你最美的记号

我每天睡不着想念你的微笑

你不知道你对我多么重要

有了你生命完整的刚好

小酒窝常见到迷人的无可救药

我放慢了步调感觉像是盒资料

终于找到心有灵犀的美好

一辈子暖暖的好

我永远爱你到老

幸福开始有预兆缘分让我们慢慢紧靠

然后孤单被吞没了

我俩变得有话聊有变化了

小酒窝常见到是你最美的记号

我每天睡不着想念你的微笑

你不知道你对我多么重要

有了你生命完整的刚好

小酒窝常见到迷人的无可救药

我放慢了步调感觉像是盒资料

终于找到心有灵犀的美好

一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老

WO~小酒窝常见到迷人的无可救药

我放慢了步调感觉像是盒资料

终于找到心有灵犀的美好

一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老

Received this forward mail from ber ber this morning. It's quite true. Read it.

IF A MAN WANTS YOU

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.

If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.

Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.

Slower is better.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve

then heck no, you can't 'be friends.' A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.

Don't stay because you think 'it will get better.' You'll be mad at yourself

a year later for staying when things are not better.

The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.

He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant,

Why would he treat you any differently?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.

If something bothers you, speak up.

Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.

You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has

more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god.

He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are.

Never borrow someone else's man.

Oh Lord! If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.

A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two-way street.

You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about

baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists

of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.

Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and your

always readily available to him- he takes it for granted.

Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.

Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Share this with other ladies..... You'll make someone SMILE, another

RETHINK her choices, and another woman PREPARE.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate

them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.

BY THE WAY, THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A MAN

When I first saw the mail, I was like OMG, such a right timing. Somehow, it ( the sentences above ) gives me the opportunity to think everything through. I should stop assuming things and taking things lightly and settle myself down and really think with my brain. REALLY THINK!! I'm going to take a long time. CRAP. It's an excuse, an excuse for me to continue to stay in the state where I am in now. The state I am in now, enjoying or suffering, I am seriously clueless about it. Enjoying because if everything is what I expected, it will be a fuitful wait and everything will be so worth it even if it's a long wait. Suffering because things might not turn out the way I want it to be and it might just be a total waste of time from all the waitings. It sucks when after such a long wait, nothing comes out of it. Okay, so, how long am I going to take to think about this?
I seriously don't know. I don't want to know either.

Can someone bring me to a lala land? I need it. I need fairies and angels. CRAP.
I wish and I pray that ... ...

Weets!! No school tomorrow. Happy happy!!
Going to jianlin's birthday bbq tomorrow.
So looking forward to seeing my long time no see classmates.
I am going to enjoy my tomorrow. I hope.
=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR JIAN LIN!!