.Tuesday, 15 July 2008 ' 11:45 pm Y
& you're so going to miss me.
Is these too much of a coincidence? One after another.
The first one was rather sad.
Especially something that I received.
It makes me feel like crying.
It's rather strange that he actually sent me that song.
It's a love song, a song that is meant for his girl.
WHY? Why did he send me the song?
Maybe I am having issues.
The lyrics are not meant for me at all.
I know it's stupid to be thinking this way.
It's only him sending me a song, but the lyrics of the song does not really mean what he is thinking.
HE. He made me happy for the shortest period when I am down sometimes.
I don't know what he is thinking and what he wants.
Am I a xiao mei mei? Friend? Or someone you talk to when you feel that there's nobody else except me?
Forget it!! Xueting, wake up!! *slap in the face* You are thinking too much. Can you use your brain on some other places, like studies, studies and studies? What's the use of thinking about all these stuff now? Does it matter?
FUCK.
The second one pissed me off. It's so random. You suddenly messaged me. Is it because I viewed your friendster profile? I was just wondering if any stupid girl had gone into your trap. I was once the dumb and stupid girl. BUT, YOU can never find her again. *smug* You asked me how's life. Life? My life's been great without you. Living my life in peace and I can do whatever I want. CAREFREE is the word. I suppose in your next to be girlfriend's dictionary, there will not be such a word called " CAREFREE ". I pity her, and I will wish her Good Luck. I am feeling so glad. Glad that I did not fall in love with you. It's just merely like. LIKE, not LOVE. *smug again* I couldn't even remember your birthday. How nice I am. And guess what, I remembered his birthday. Though it's been years, I never fail to send him a message. You are such a failure *smug smug smug* BUT, should I ever care? You are the last thing that will appear in mind, or rather, I will not take the heart to think about you.
I thinking that you hate me? HELLO. Get things right please? I should be the one hating you. Why should you hate me? Because I left? Because all that I said was shit? PLEASE!! Go face and the wall and do some soul searching. Use your brain and think about what you said to me. FRIENDS? are we friends? I am kind enough to entertain you by replying my messages. All because, I want to see what you will say. Have you repent from what you've have did? After those less than 10 messages,I know YOU HAVE NOT!! Did I hurt you? If I did, too bad, I didn't notice it. What did I do that hurt you? Seriously I don't know. WOW!! Thanks for that " I feel I hurt you instead.." Forget it. I don't want to talk about someone that I should not even mentioned about. Hey, FUCK YOU!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Iamsomean. but i don't care. (:
